new xanga

-- new picture.

"... i don't want another pretty face, i don't want just anyone to hold, i don't want my love to go to waste, i want you and your beautiful soul..."

inyCz jAmEz: swthrt i thought of sumthin for yoo
inyCz jAmEz: listen up now
inyCz jAmEz: roses are red
inyCz jAmEz: violets are blue
inyCz jAmEz: jenn is so CUTE
inyCz jAmEz: unlike YOU ;D
^^ rotfls -- i love you james.

-- don't bother reading it if you don't fucken care.

just thought off all those good times when we had when we were just three four or five at the daycare. those moments were the best. looking back at those pictures, there was nothings to worry about when we were young, nothing even mattered. as long as we have our parents by ourside telling us everything is going to be alrites. readings us bed time storys, buying us toys and just simply having fun. the warm feeling of mommy and daddy is around is the best time at that age. but as we grow older we grow apart from its thinkings that we're old enough to take care of ourselfs. but is that true thoughs? you might think it is. but without your parents where would you have come from? i've been hearing so much crap from these ten of my friends telling me how they hate their parents and just want to kill them and what so ever. think of it this way, your their child no matter how old you are in their eyes your still just a child. don't just think your wow 21 or 18 your legal to do shit on your own don't need your parents? without them could you or would you have gone this far? NO WAY! and you people be telling me how you hate them? FUCK! alrites i've heard enough of that bullshits inside your heart you know you love your own parents so don't be telling me that they mad annoyings and you just want to leave them hanging when your old enough. theres so many god damn kids born and their parents leaving them not knowing how that feeling feels like to have your OWN mother and father by yourside having a family together without leaving anyone out. no one lives forever, treat your parents with the respect you want to be treated just like to any other person. i mean your parents just aren't money machines that you just go get and leave them and what so ever before you even use their money think of how you have been treating them. you just don't know how god damn luck you are okay. i myself want a family all together withouts losing anyone. i ain't as fucken lucky ass all you bastards. you really just don't know how god damn lucky you are. you'll never know until you lose that person that matters the most in your life. until then you won't fucken wake ups and think how hard your parents had work their asses off just to rasie your damn ass. i fucken had it with you. many times i wonder if i was you i would never do anything to hurt my parents i would treat them the respect as i wanted to be treated. i really just wanted a family all together. i really did.